1. 1 year ago 

   Like i said i dont care what u say.. Here is my first one.. So that i’m not making u guys all the bad people. I’m worse than any of u…. Thanks Ashley

   Ashley Quemado

   WOW
   
   I can’t and don’t even know where to start in terms of telling you anything.FIRST OFF i did respect your decison to go MIA i didn’t contact you and gave you the space you needed to cool off and think about things
   
   SECOND when did i ever ignore you? I didn’t ignore you, YOU were the one ignoring me first if i recall.AND everyone else.I never made it an individual thing and made it seem like you were only ignoring me.I knew you were ignorning everyone.
   
   THIRD you don’t get to choose anymore who i get to freinds with.I went through this with you through Jeremy,Jon, Selwyn, and now Bee so excuse me for not wanting to cut them out of my life just because things didn’t work out between you two.Do you think it’s fair if i do?WHY? Just because we were friends first? THATS NEVER GONNAH CHANGE…i was always gonna be your best freind.But latley it hasn’t felt that way.Not ever since you left me with Jon at Ward.
   
   FOURTH i was always there for you irregardless.You pushed me away for the longest time and i wasnt about to force myself on you when you didn’t want anyone around.I saw waht happened when people forced you.
   
   FIFTH you lied to me and some how have managed to turn this all on me land make like i’m the only one that did wrong in this situation.It goes both ways.I never gave you reason to lie to me ever.I knew you were fooliong around.I NEVER JUDGED YOU FOR IT!!I just wanted you to be honest about it because i knew you were just gonnah see it as you going back to your old ways.I wasn’t mad about the fact that you slept around and did whatever..more that you lied to me…and then again when i asked you straight up about it.
   
   SIXTH whos judging who…you were judging me thinking that all i was gonna do is judge you for it.You say and point out all these things about me..but you apparently don’t know shit about me either.You say you do.but you don’t.I’m not some mean cold heartless bitch that makes faces everytime you fuck up.I’am who i’am and i’ve never changed the day i met you.
   
   SEVENTH you’ve always put me second to everything.EVERYTHING.. anytime someones ever come into your life, you’ve always put me second.I’ve accepted it,never questioned it,got mad about it,and left it until now.I”VE ALWAYS been there for you..even when you pushed me away and came back.I was always there.
   
   You wanna say all this shit and put me on blast on fucking tumbler but i didn’t deserve half the shit you put me through and you know it.The fact you classify me along with your boy toys is LOOOOOWWWWWW and pretty much bullshit
   
   You say i don’t understand..your probably right and i probably wouldnt know in a lifetime in what you’ve felt and went trhough.Don’t expect me to.I’ve never went through what you went through.
   
   BUT EVEN THO YOU DID ME WRONG i’m always gonna be here for you.Call me on my shit coz best believe i’d call you on yours.I’m mad and hurt and i’m pretty sure you know already.But i’d never tumble your shit…i’d always say it to your face.COZ IT’s what you deserve..the least.I figured you thought the same.
   
   BTW you stopped talking to me..if you wanna talk to me.. you know how to reach me.Take the time you need to figure things out.Whatever.I said my peace.
   
   “your so called best friend”
   ashley

   PS. u ignored me today.  I text u. not Bronson, but if u like have bronson text me back the reply then thats fine.. But thats ignoring me and u know it.  u couldnt even text me back. I text u not Bronson..  but thanks for this.  I really needed this..  thank you

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