Hey Howard, I find it funny that you keep talking about how you’re in still in love with your ex but you keep talking and doing shit with other guys. What the fuck are you thinking? The reason you keep getting hurt is because you can’t make up y our own fucking mind. You say you love someone but you go and fuck other people. What’s wrong with you.
Cause all i think about is sex and if they give it to me ill take it. As much as ill try to hold back. I take it if they offer it. Thats exactly what my ex told me is wrong with me and my ex is totally right. Im trying my best to change and not think about sex 24/7, but it doesnt happen in just a day. I do still love my ex very much, but at the same time i cant be with him and somehow i surround myself with people that want to be my friends. Then the terms change and they end up falling for me and want a relationship with me. When they finally fall hard for me and they want me to have sex with me. I try to hold back as much as i can and not let myself go that far, but i slip and fuck up every time. The biggest down fall about me.. But whatever. Im trying and if anyone wants to say im not then thats their opinion. But i am. I hope that answers ur question.